Been listen to lots of music lately. Gives me an escape from my own mind. Lose myself in the rhythm. Made some good realizations in the past few days. I'm actually looking forward to Kansas now. I'll have a job and more independence when we live there. That's what I really feel like I need to truly be happy. To just not need anyone.
I've been thinking about sex a lot lately. Josh gives it to me so good. I think he is realizing that he needs to try still and not just possess me. I love when he tries. Makes me feel good about myself. I need to clean. Blog later.
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